i like how i only go here to vent things i really just can’t say anywhere else

hehehe~

so while i’m at it,

i think that you need to get a fucking reality check on what you want because i’m not gonna fucking stand around and wait for you forever. i fucking hate it when you pull shit like this with me and act all fucking stupid when just the day before you’re all fine. like stop being so fucked mixed around with how you act. things just always have to be fucked up when they’re going so well for us huh? gosh i just hate it when you don’t give me the attention i fucking want and sure as fuuuck deserve. you better watch out because i’ll walk out pretty damn easily if you wanna mess things up again. treat me right. you get what you put in.

fucking hate my piece of shit stupid fucking mom

I’m disappointing all of you, God i’m so sorry.

Temptation is so fucking deep and strong.

God give me strength, I can’t do this to myself.. I can’t.

how similar you both are at pissing me off so much with the littlest of actions. you’re both fucking retards.

i wasn’t supposed to get…attached like this.

i wasn’t supposed to fall for you like this.

it wasn’t supposed to get this serious.

now I really don’t know what I want.

i want to see joyce. i want to see joyce. i want to see joyce. i want to see joyce. i want to see joyce. i want to see joyce. i want to see joyce. i want to see joyce. i want to see joyce. i want to see joyce. i want to see joyce. i want to see joyce. 

looking at other LDR couples meet eachother makes my heart go all aklfjsdklfj. just the thought of even seeing her in person again makes me so happy and excited.

why can’t i like.. walk to korea 

but it’s my fault. it’s my fault for getting sucked in again.

fuck this.

i love you, but fuck this.